The after

I read a blog today of a lady who was trying to get to the after with her weight loss.  If I can figure out how to link to her post from the blogger app I'll add it here.  So much truth in her words.   Those words resonate with me.  I am someone who once lost 140 lbs to get to the after, only to learn that there was no after and gain all the weight back.  The number on the scale isn't the problem, I am.  The way I view myself and food and food with myself.  That's the problem.  Trying to get to a finish line instead of trying to live.  That is the problem.  At least for me.  I certainly can hear her!