Feeling like I can't win the race.

I feel like I am in a race. A race where I hurry up and cross the finish line every Tues morning (weigh in) just so I can start all over. I am tired and feeling like I can't win this race. It is the same race every week. I just want to finish this race. I know that in order to get healthy and stay healthy I will always have to run this race. I know that I can and will do it. I am bored with waiting for the day that I wake up skinny. This will forever be a race that I must run but I am sick of starting over. Ugh. Weigh-in is tomorrow morning. I will weigh in and then start the race all over again in anticipation of the finish line of next Tues morning. Wish me luck.