I am fat

No it's not a surprise. I have always been fat. I am working hard to change that. It was still a shock to me when my 9 yr old son called me fat this morning. He knows that we do not call people names like that. I never want to be called fat again. More than that I never want my children to think of me as fat again. It makes me very sad that I let myself get so fat. I know that I am changing it but I still have a long way to go. I will get there. I just hope that my children never have to suffer the way that I have because of thier weight. I never want my children to be fat.